hi people.. a kind of longingness just like hit me you noe.. ha. well i guess it's different coz now my peeps have started school, started work and stuff. we seldom have constant outings like before already.. well that is why i am happy to see them during the weekends. i finally went back to cch last sat. and june asked me how do i feel to come back. i told her i feel happy and sad. happy that i can cum back but sad becoz physically i'm still not tat well so i'm quite limited.. God please strengthen my body.. ha. i really miss goin out with you all.. food hunt outings.. late nite movies.. endless conversations..

aniways.. i went to ikea today and i saw so many ideas for my room. ha. but of coz i dun have all the money to do the stuff dat i want to do so i started small.. i bought a quilt cover and pillow covers. can't find anything suitable to buy for my mummy. :( well ikea does bring back my memories with my peeps la. eating swedish meatballs. sorry guys i can't write much.. the more i write the more i tink abt my peeps. miss them. shld stop writing now.. it's one of those daes you know. normally i wun allow myself to write during this kind of days but i guess you wun mind seeing a different side of me. ha.

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Ha, its Labour Day today. Hm.. First right. You see If it's Children's Day we celebrate it by making children happy, buying presents for them and stuff. Mother's Day we appreciate all the mothers. Chinese New year we do chinese new year shoppin and eat new year goodies. So if it's Labour Day shldn't we be celebrating labour and wortk 24hrs. You get the idea? haa.. Anyway Labour Day is a day where people get a day off from their work. haa. But some plp don't get Labour Day, not even any public holidays. Yea. Think about it.

Anyway I spent the day at home really not labouring. I woke up late den I transformed myself into a couch-potato. ha. it's kinda boring.. I thank God that I have a great destiny for me so that everyday of my life I can unfold it and it's really full of surprises. ha. The life that I have with God is really so exciting and fulfiling.

What's a bright future? A bright future is when you wake up you know that there's something that you and only you can accomplish and that you are moving in the direction of accomplishing it. Ytd's service was tremendously great. Pastor Mark Conner came to preach and boy oh boy did he preach himself happy! ha, it's really anointed and powerful. He preached about how to ignite your spiritual passion and it really further cause my fire for God to burn!

You know your passion starts with a matchstick. When you first light it up burn brightly for awhile but after that if you don't add in more matchsticks, charcoal and stuff the matchstick that used to burn brightly will just turn into a useless piece of burnt wood. But when you continue to fuel it, it will burn brighter and bigger and more powerful. And that's the same for our Christian walk. If you think by relaying of the fire you have last week, last month, or three years ago to serve God in greater ways, i can tell you, Wake up your idea! Nobody barbeques with a matchstick right? They always set up a bigger fire for BBQ-ing rite? I dun think i need to explain much. haa.. simple as that. Pst Mark said this, he said,

" Christian walk is not a marathon. Christian walk is a series of sprints."

It din occur to me before you know? You know when a marathon runner finish a marathon they will be sooo drained it's hard for them to do anything more after they take a long break. But for sprinters, after a sprint they can still be active and do things. BE a sprinter, when it's time to go all out you go ALL out and when it time to rest you rest so that when its time to go ALL out again you can you see? Yea! Ha and that's all i've got to say and that summarizes my day.

i have a problem with ending my blog entry. ha. the ending always end up very weird. how..

[to you] lets protect the spirit of the ship. it's very precious to me. *smiles*

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I can feel Him.. Jesus my best friend. I dunno why but whenever I hear this song i am juz moved by the pressence of God.

I love You
All of my hope is in You
Jesus Christ take my life
Take all of me

that's the chorus of the song from United Live - Take all of me

You know nothing expresses how i feel more than this song. The lyrics says all of my hope is in You, sometimes when I have lost all hope but God reminds me that all the hope can be put to be in God. For e/g when i was in the ICU it seems like all hope is lost but God reminded me that all of my hope is in Him. Thank You Lord.. I really don't how can i go thru it without.

And there's really such a deep cry from my heart to God, take all of me, take my life, I want to maxmise my time and i really really want Him to take all of me. And you know wad? I am not the best person. I am really not. Flaws? I have lots of them but God still takes all of me. Can you imagine? Sumone so clean and pure embracing someone that's stained and dirty. And after that He just makes you clean.. It's just amazing.. I am just feelin a very thick pressence now. I think its time to stop and let God move..

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Hey, wassup. This is not my 4 weeks and 1 day story in the hospital ok haa. juz finished my quiet time and had a flow to write some stuff online. well i really feel good now. nothing beats a touch from God. It's just like recharging like how i am recharging my Ipod Video now. Not trying to show off my new toy. I got this ipod while i was in the hospital. My mummy bought it for me because i was very very very bored in the hospital. Thanks to my bestie maddie, if not for her my ipod video will only have nothing inside. She helped me upload super nice songs inside and fotos so that i wont be that bored. *shouts* Thank You! ;)

Back to my time with God. I was really ministered and i never felt this in a long time.. imagine having your quiet time in the hospital ward when you can praise and worship Him extravagantly. You cant speak in tougues loudly. I felt so restricted! yea.. So as i was praying you know i juz felt God giving me and hug and sayin that, " I know its tough. You did well" and i begin to tear.. and after that i told God i dun wan to come out of this without goin up another level, without learning something and i begin to juz break down before God.. and after tat i just felt a relief and the first thought that came " I am so happy to be alive " Pst Kong always says its easy to die for Christ but it's harder to live for Christ! I thank God I am still alive and kickin!

after the 4 weeks a 1 day i have learnt to cherish the things around me.. i really learn to cherish all the things and people that cross my path in my life. A few shoutouts to a few special people and people who stayed thru the night with me

Pastor Eileen : you were here with me everyday! thank God 4 you! i am truly blessed! Thanks for all the magazines tat you bought, the papers, the groceries. Wow. You are the best man!

Maddie: You too! also here with me ha. Coming to chat with me, lending me lappy to watch DVDs, prayin for me. you are super bestie! :)

Ah Ling: Thanks for your VCDs! your massage! its the best man. and i appreciate you cumming down sacrificing your lunchbreak! i really do! :)

Adrian: Helpin me buy my IPOD charger and using ice water to bring my temp. down! my bro!

June & Bran: Your pressence just makes everything different! loved the time when you came!

J7: aiyo still need to say wad. you all are a part of me liao so wad can i say! LOVE LOVE LOVE!

Bob: You also ah! Thanks for stayin over with me and making sure i'm alrite! You rock bro!

Paul: Thanks for all the encouragment and sharing when you stayed over! inspired me!

Victor: Thanks for acc me thru the nite, i'm sure your design will be in the mag! i am lookin out!

Anson: Lao shi!! Thanks, thru the nite. i woke up and saw you praying. you are a prayer warrior

Ben: Thanks bro for stayin over even though you had work next day. i appreciate you!

and to all those who came but i din name please please please know that you are very very appreciated and i am truly blessed and privilledge to have you crossing my path and touching my life.

yea. so guys please cherish the things you get to do whether big or small coz you never know when you cant do them. when i was in hospital i needed sumone to hold me when i walk coz i cant walk properly due to 2 weeks of not moving. cherish the little things, the common things you get to have and do and find joy from it. it will make you smile more. and not to forget the people around you. please do appreciate wad you have. :) i am sounding naggy now..

lastly you know wad satan, i have defeated you, not alone but with God and City Harvest Church. Get it clear, you dun only offend me but you offend my church and my God. And my God is a great BIG God so remember. You lost and you will be losing! Bring it on!

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I love him the most! Didi!
Originally uploaded by Mr Veroy.

Jeremy is one of the most adorable boy! Nick and Connie's son. Not to 4get the super duper sweet and pretty little ger of them. Jerry!! I love them soo much! I went to visit him and jerry with maddie 2day becoz we sent Connie home. Jerry had chicken pox but they were so excited to see us! ha, and we were so excited to see them too! Totally adore them to bits!

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LOL! haa. Copyrighted!
Originally uploaded by Mr Veroy.

LOL! Cineleisure level 9 is cool! It has a cinema, private rooms for people to watch DVDs and there are game consoles inside. It's designed to look like a club! ha, dun you tink the three of us look like we are in the club? ha, nah. we dun club! but we can enjoy ourselves!

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God has been speaking to me strongly about this verse for the past 3 days, In the bible Jesus said to Peter that

"On this rock I shall build my church and the gates of Hell shall not prevail against us"

I feel that this word is really a word in season. What's a rock? A rock is sumtink thats stable that will not waver. God wants to establish His kingdom in our live and He needs us to be a strong that's strong, so that His ministry can be built on a strong foundation. A rock.

1. Your conviction in Christ, Your character in Christ, Your calling in Christ must not waver!

2. You must be serious with the ministry God has placed in your hands because He cant establish a ministry on sumone who is not serious. He needs sumone who is

a) Focused
b) Conscrated
c) Serious
d) Yielded

haa, i am writing a 3 point sermon already man. ga, i am not trying to be preachy but i realli want to be a rock for Jesus! I want to rock the world for Jesus and I also want to be a rock for Jesus to establish His kingdom. I want to be serious! strong! and steady! Waiting for my 3rd point? Nope, onli have 2 points that i can think of.

Now for my life, i went jogging yesterday and i really felt good man! excercise is good for health and good for your mind because you take time to breathe in sum fresh air and also keep yourself fit man! But i need to excercise more becoz i think i am rusty man. haa. its good to keep yourself fit so that you can serve God in a powerful way too rite? ;)

* thinks how to end off properly*

Be a rock for Jesus and rock to Jesus!

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